So not what I wanted to hear...

This morning I went to have my blood drawn at 8:00am and then back to the dr. for a sono this afternoon at 4:15. My E2 increased from 76 to 264...still not that great. My doctor wants me to be above 1000 but below 4000 at the end of the stim cycle. I had about 7 follicles of various sizes in my right ovary but he couldn't see much in the left ovary. He said he's sure some are there they just weren't visible. So he increased my meds again...this time to 5 Bravelle, 1 Menopur and 5ml Lupron. Then tomorrow he wants me to do two shots, one in the am 2 Bravelle, 1 Menopur and one at night 2 Bravelle and 1 Menopur (I have to check on the Lupron dosage) I'm so frustrated b/c now we have to order more medicine and I just don't have the money to keep ordering more drugs. He said most likely my egg transfer will be pushed to next Friday. I'm just really at a lose for words. I know everyone responds to the meds differently but I was really hoping for some good news. I go back to the Dr. on Saturday morning at 8:30 for more bloodwork and another sono. I just don't even know what to say at this point. I'm emotional, frustrated, afraid and now I may be getting these lovely shots twice a day for a while. I just really hope this IVF cycle works because I don't know if I can do this again.