It's been almost a year since my mom passed and I've been trying to juggle dealing with my grief, being a wife and still being infertile and deciding whether to pursue IVF or not.
As for my grief, it's been on levels that unless you lost a mother you can't even comprehend. Some days are good and some are horrible but by the grace of God I'm still here and still sane.
Oh and I'm raising my 5 yr old nephew. Yes he has been living with us full-time since last June and I have custody of him. He'll continue living w/ us until my brother gets on his feet. It's been a blessing. I've always been more than the regular aunt b/c of our situation but since last June I've been a full-time 24/7 auntie-mommy :)
Now that I can focus a little better I decided to return to my blog. Honestly, I've missed it. Even though blogging has been the furthest thing from my mind I realized it is therapeutic. Frankly, I can't have enough therapy now-a-days!
So now that 2012 is three months in and I have some living catch up on. Last year was a huge blur. I call it the lost year but now that the blinders are coming off I plan on living. It's time I start enjoying my life again because that is what my mom would want for me.
So life...get ready, I'm making a comeback!