Feeling a little gloomy today.....a little teary. It's Mother's Day and once again I'm still not a mother, not even pregnant yet. I know my time is coming soon with the help of IVF so I'm happy but it's still a bit bittersweet.
I just sent out like 30 Happy Mother's Day texts and all of a sudden I thought WOW when is this going to happen for me. Sigh~
I hope I can shake this feeling because I don't want it to ruin family day today. I have a lot to be thankful for. I'm an aunt to the most precocious and wonderful nephew on the planet who I was honored to help raise since he was 2 1/2 weeks old. He has brought a tremendous amount of joy in my life and even made me feel like a mom at times. I'm thankful for those little snap-shots of the future. So for now I'll just relish in being the super-cool auntie that I am :-)
Happy Mother's Day to all the moms and for all the ladies still trying as I am, our time is coming...