Awakened by the monitor at 4am so I go to her room and pick her up. I cradle her in my arms lovingly. I nuzzle her face and stroke her cheek. She breathes me in deeply and smiles. She plays with my hair, buries her face in my chest and drifts back to sleep. I've probably only had about 6-7 great nights sleeps since her birth. However as long as she's intoxicated by me I'll gladly remain delirious.